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Friday, July 15, 2011

♥ Love A Lot ♥

Goodwill Turned Out To Be Misunderstanding

Sometimes I don't get it why I am such a kind person (I don't meant to joke here)... 

Anyways, I guess that's me, no matter how many friends of mind claimed that I've changed, even my face is different now... You gotta ask me why personally.

I feel... I'm still me, the same old me.

But something new, I learn to suspect and have negative thoughts in EVERYONE, including... YOU! I've learnt that no matter how good you are or how much trust you have on a person, in the end you'll just experience the ugly truth. So why make people's life easy? 

From the beginning, just there's no need to trust! Suspect whenever I like... What?? I'm crazy, no I ain't crazy... Can't take it? Yeah you can leave, go straight turn left, the exit is there.

Apart from that, I never say no to people who need my help but provided its beyond my capability to help...

So whatever it is... the past is gone BUT what you've done to me, still stay in my heart, the pain will never go away... That's for sure...

Royal Note @

10:10 AM


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Wednesday, May 04, 2011

♥ Love A Lot ♥

It's Really Unexpected

I know I shouldn't even blog about this, I should have no feelings over this news at all but, here I'm as soft hearted as ever.

Kevin's shop has closed down.

Many said it is "bou yeng" (karma) but... I never feel such way... I know that there might be something wrong in between that nobody would even know.

Or maybe, you guys are right, this is the price for him to pay for what he have done in the past. Not forgetting what I've warned him earlier before he stepped on this.

He saw this as an opportunity, I saw this as a very confident-less option.

But I was his "partner" at that time, support was all I had to give.

However, I wish... I really wish from the bottom of my heart, you'll not give up and hope you learn your mistake in handling business... And wish for better days for you and her... and your family.

Royal Note @

12:19 PM


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Tuesday, April 12, 2011

♥ Love A Lot ♥

I've Been Sick So Often Lately

I'm sick... again...

I was talking to a good friend of mine yesterday and I remembered clearly I mentioned to him that the incident is now being read as 5 months ago.

Time flies...

Thinking of what I've been doing this 5 months, nothing but crazy stuff. I don't recall my self sleeping before 2am. I only remember I slept 2 - 3hrs the past few nights. I club, drink, drunk, smoke and starve myself simply becos of my bad lifestyle, I lost appetite tremendously.

It's scary when I think back, but I can't help it... I'm still like this now...

But I wish to change and go back to a healthier lifestyle. I feel really suffocating, I don't like to be sleepy every single day at work. It's driving me nuts!

And I don't wanna fall sick so often...

I wish to stay at home more, I love spending time in my room, it's comfortable and safe.

I hope... This is my right path, I'm already on it, walking forward...

I hope for a change in my lifestyle, happier and healthier...

God Bless

Royal Note @

2:23 PM


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Wednesday, April 06, 2011

♥ Love A Lot ♥

Nothing to explain, Nobody to justify, No time to prove...

I think the title is the best quote I've ever made, seriously...

I always say that it's so difficult to describe my feeling deep under but now I've found the right words, put them together just like this and voila... That's how simple it is!??!!

I know, I know... I know I can't turn back time. I know what I've missed, I've missed eventually. I'm adapting survival skills from my past "experience". I don't even bother to blame myself cos it's completely not my fault to become this crazy, I can be laughing at this moment, the next minute I'm already crying, what are all these? I don't really know... Seriously I don't really know...

I don't even know how long I can stand this kind of imbalances... SO SUFFOCATING!!!!

I'm dealing with imaginations of their past, dealing with blames and narrow eyes from people around me, dealing with curses, dealing with closest people saying I must have lost my brain to make such decision, one even decided to "unfriend" me because of this decision.

I dunno how to deal with my own emotions already, I'm officially going crazy... INSANITY KILS!!!

Royal Note @

2:04 PM


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Monday, April 04, 2011

♥ Love A Lot ♥

Hectic Weekend with the Gang

See, the weekend was all good except the fact that I had my... period... which almost killed my life! Fine... guys, you may stop reading if you don't wanna know how disgusting it can be...

I had the most angry Friday ever, I almost killed Raymond (just joking), he got scolded for nothing. I don't need to tell you the reason for that kind of temper =/ yeah?

So I pulled the longest face, I cried and all... I thought I've just lost my brain that night, I didn't know why I became like that also, I really need to thank god that he fully understand and he's the super calm person I've ever met, nothing surprised him, at all...

On Saturday, he made it to my house to meet the fun and crazy folks except my parents. First stage wasn't too good or bad cos I think his face is not so inviting... SIL tried to talk to him asking his occupation and stuff, but hmm I thought it was a great start. At night we went Steamboat at Sunway before clubbing nightout again. They (Raymond's friends) usually hit the club alternate week, so last week it is.

We went Opera, it's my first time there, sound system was good, worth a dance or shake. But the people there... Hmm... seafood and some of the peeps from the uncle pub I guess.

It was very pack which I hate most and not to mention the heat down there! Ahhh fml...

After a couple of drinks, and glass breaking which cut my finger... We were all tipsy and that's where the fun begins.

Later Ah B came to join us and I need to tell you that he's one freaking awesome guy. I've never seen people ever dance like that... Seriously... Please see below...


From left: Ah B and Charng Jenn, doing the gay hot n sexy dance


From left: Tom, Ah B, Charng Jenn, and Raymond acting cute


The gay duo going down down down down down... HOT!!! And my bf looking so puzzled


Very luen sui


 Silly faces


 One more time...

For some reason, that night ended not well. But... I enjoyed... And wanna thank everyone for that night! Lovely! I sure wanna join you guys more...

Sunday, I woke up and went for our usual Pan Mee brunch (we had Pan Mee almost every weekend), the weather was soooooo hot, damn hot! And rest at home until evening...What's best on a Sunday evening if it's not a cuppa coffee @ Desa Parkcity??? So we drove there (its a 5mins driving distance from his place) and sat down, continue chatting till the sun goes down.

His friends caught some fresh prawns and invited us for dinner, so we had a fulfilling dinner together, it was really warm and fun to have a group of friends like that.

Thanks darling for bringing me so much warmth and friends to my life.

Last night meant a lot to me... At times like that, I can't help but to think you are the best person darling... I never regret sacrifying so much for this relationship. I had to let go the eyes people have on me as a loser to be with you when we both are being disowned by them.

I love every moment with you, I love how you handle problems when I'm dead panic, I love how much you think for our future and I definately love everything about you...

Darling, thanks for accomodating all my stupid acts, I know you sure love me as who I am now =p


Royal Note @

11:27 AM


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Thursday, March 31, 2011

♥ Love A Lot ♥

Lily Is Gone From EH

Sigh...

I dunno what to say, I dunno how to express my feeling too...

I had the worst feeling last night... She is right, she told her successor that we are not colleagues, we are so much more than colleagues, we are not even bestfriends, we are more than that.

She involved a lot in my life this 1.5 years!

Like what?

My previous relationship, from good to bad, from bad to WORST, she has been with me all the time.

Our clubbing days, we do cheat our bfs back then that we were sleeping but instead, we were outside drinking and dancing like nobody business. Having said that, we've never betray our partner, NEVER. No hugging, no kissing... not even exchanging phone numbers. We are just not that type... We love to hang out with each other ONLY and that's all that matters.

Not only that, she's also the middle person in between me and my family. My mum will find out more about me thru her.

She's not only my partner in crime, we gossip, we talk behind people's back, we criticize people, we eat like fat pigs, we drink then drunk, we laugh and cry together, we've been thru SO MUCH in such a short period of time.

And what can be better when she can get along really well with my bf now? =) although they argue quite often.... =/

Now, I'm scared... She's no longer working with me... If you didn't know, she

decided to work part time in this company when she first resigned simply becos, she wants to spend time with me... But then, it's her future that she needs to consider now, her bf needs her to be with him for the business that they've both grew out of their hands. I'm glad, she found her happiness in this guy and I am wishing her all the best with her bf, I wanna see them tie the knot REAL soon...

The complicated feelings in me is really growing and owning up my entire brain. Last night... We spent our last after work dinner together, we've tried so hard to not dive into the fact that it was our last chance doing it. We went for Japanese cuisine, ordered and ate like pigs again (that's what we love doing)

Not only that I don't get to intercom her during working hours, I don't even get to go mad with her after 6pm in the office (we'll do crazy things after everyone left), I won't get to complain to her about camel torturing me.

I'm so sick and tired thinking how my life will be without her as my colleague. She has changed me to complete new person, I've learnt to appreciate people around me, I've learnt to be a smarter friend, I've learnt to say no to useless friends, I've learnt my manners and people skill, and... all the good things.

Lily, we promised each other yesterday, no matter what, our friendship will at least remain as it is now!

Take care my dear friend... Take care... I'll see you real soon...


I met her bestfriend Vernice... Who is now my friend as well... A really good friend, we have been having our monthly Sunway Pyramid dinner for quite sometime now





And we took another step of our close-ness, we planned a secret trip for two...





And I organized a surprise birthday party for her 2011...




And there we are, travel again together... In style =D







Royal Note @

1:56 PM


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Monday, March 21, 2011

♥ Love A Lot ♥

I like to spend my weekend just the way like him

Friday night I rushed home after work and he's already patiently waiting at my door front.

Got myself changed and off we go to Sen Tsuru to meet up with his friend cos we were going to Sri Petaling for steamboat at... 11pm++ Poor guy need to work until 1030pm, clean up before he does dinner every night.

We arrived at 1130pm and started whacking the buffet style steamboat like no tomorrow.

I'm glad that I'm always part of him when he goes out, regardless with his biz partner, or school friends... In this case, his family =)

So, we completed the late dinner at 1am and we had to go home cos Raymond had to wake up early for an appointment.

The lazy me slept until 1pm++ woke up by a call from Lily, sweet... The weekend starts with Pan Heong, my favourite Wat Tan Hor in town (fried koay teow in egg gravy) with Eileen, she came all the way to fetch me there for a late lunch at 3pm.

Since I'm meeting his folks that night, I went for a hair wash and mani n pedi... Yes I know it's abit "lebih" but you can't avoid the first impression thing ok?

Lily came over at 6pm to help me to dress up and brief on how to be a good girl, I'm this bad when it comes to meeting up with new people. She knew I'm going to make a big cool face, she quickly practised with me the smile that I need to do all night. I hope I did not disappoint Raymond =)

His family was a bunch of friendly and down to earth people, and his elder brother was very humurous as well. All trying to keep me talking and feel like part of the family, I'm just so glad.

After dinner with the 15 pax, Raymond and I went to club at my 2nd home Movida, with our friends (yes... our friends =p)

He's not drunk but he's born with THIS face... =/


It was pretty good at the beginning but not until something went wrong, we left at almost 2am to join his brother's birthday celebration at Quattro KL, rushed there and his bro's gf May, was really nice to talk to me and make sure I'm good with the drunkards.

It was a messy night on Saturday, all good cos I've got my "ding ching sun mat"... The ring came very unexpectedly... Right after our dinner, I was trying to adjust my top for some embarass reason... Suddenly he grabbed my hand and slot in the ring and I was like... @@" huh?? He always laugh at my blur face and he constantly surprise pleasant and unpleasantly.

After a tiring Sat, we woke up late on Sat, he's willing to bring me and my friend out cos she's a little unhappy over something for lunch, he never mind going out with my friends and he will try to jive in with conversations. After lunch at Kota Damansara, we send our friend home and he suggested to go shopping but I didn't feel like doing shopping. So this sweetheart of mine brought me to desa parkcity, it was a drizzling Sunday noon.


We settled down in Coffee Bean, it was awesome cos that's how I like my Sunday to be, sit there for hours, chatting, watching people with their doggies, it was PERFECT. And he had to praise himself for knowing me so well and know what to do with me whenever I have no ideas. You just cannot believe how much he understands me, I almost don't need to speak when I'm with him.

We were there at 5pm till 930pm!!! Can you imagine??? So many people showing off their doggies at the park, it was breezy and everything was good.

When we looked at the clock, almost couldn't believe how long we've sat and talked. Since it was so cool last night, he suggested Loh Mee with liquor, I love that to the max, I wasn't very keen for anything too solid or heavy, his suggestion was plain perfect.

Okay I praise too much of him but... Again, I just wanna appreciate him as much as I could... Although, I cannot be sure if one day he might end up hurting me. So long I do my best, that's all that matters I guess =)



Royal Note @

11:04 AM


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Wednesday, March 16, 2011

♥ Love A Lot ♥

When you decided to push to limit

Seriously, what's wrong with you? Both of you betrayed me, and on last freaking Christmas you BITCH admitted that, so why are you regretting now? Are you stealing Kev for the sake of the fun?

I cannot believe what you wrote to Raymond, you feel very hurt that we are together now? We are not up for revenge cos both of you don't worth having such attention from us. You begging him that you wanna go back to him? When I was Kev, you wanted him, now you have him and you wanna steal Raymond... What's wrong with you bitch? Don't test my limit seriously...

You have Kev, you have GT Proshop, you have Gucci and all... I have nothing but a pain that you two put me thru. Don't come and mess up my life AGAIN, appreciate Kev and please... Leave us alone, It's not easy for us to come this far, we are now happily each other is all because of you! We spent 3 months crying over the same sentence.... WHY DID YOU CHEAT ON ME???? Is this not enough? Seriously..?

I got over the pain that you crafted on me, I moved on, you please move on also!

Enjoy luxury money (which you like most cos you can sleep around with uncles for branded designer bagsss)... Kev has got the money to do all these for you now!

Please, enough is enough... I threw away your so called birthday present for me that you passed to Raymond on Monday, there's no need to do all these... You will have the guilt for the rest of your life, I have care and love from Raymond, his friends and family now, I'm all good...

Royal Note @

11:05 AM


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Thursday, March 10, 2011

♥ Love A Lot ♥

It happened just out of our expectation

It all started on 2nd March 2011, we both were certain of each other's feeling but we've been denying and lying to ourselves for quite some time already. I of course know that how others might feel... Exchange partner? Revenge? Too lonely and got hooked up on each other? Or just spent too much time going thru bad times together? Yes, I've thought of all these and I have to admit.

I understand clearly of the situation and that's the reason why I've been denying and avoiding going deeper from the friendship we've built out of the betrayal from both of our partner.

Finally, on a midnight, I was drunk with my friend and trying to get home driving like a mad F1 driver. He waited near my place and insisted to talk to me. Cut the story short... He asked for my hand and... We're on.

Before you say "Penny, do you know what the hell you are doing???"... I wanna explain that... Yes, I know. And in fact, I don't feel all good to end up with him.

He is not like Kevin, nothing like him at all. I'm not treating him as his replacement and I of course can only hope he's not making me as her replacement.

He is able to give me all the trust that I need after this case. He is not the sweet talk type, he don't tell me 100 things he can do for me...

I can't be sure he's the one, but I have more faith in him... I hope... I can only hope everything will turn out good with the minimal blessings from my friends.

Royal Note @

3:59 PM


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Tuesday, March 01, 2011

♥ Love A Lot ♥

Which Road Will Walk Me To The Wedding Bells

It's pain to look back at the photos... I was browsing my old phone yesterday and the photos of our sweet memories really hurt me so bad, still...

I look at them, your face reminds me of the years we've been thru, good times and bad times, and yet, we held tight, until you finally found someone you love more.

Eventually, this has ruined my thinking. I don't dare to fall in love anymore, the love for you is still here, telling I have no courage to move forward.

So many people came to me, telling me things that you've said 3 years ago. Immediately, they reminds me of how I was being cheated by you.

But I'm glad, he is here... He may not be the best of all, but he is good enough for me to trust and rely on when I'm this weak. He knows that I can't fall in love anymore, but giving me a hug and borrowing a shoulder to cry on telling me "I'm here... nothing's gonna hurt you anymore, you can depend on me"... It may seems nothing, but that's what I makes me feel better. He said he knows exactly what he wants, but he won't say it out now cos he don't want unecessary pressure to be applied on me. Without official status, he is willing to play my partner's part, with no commitment from me.

I feel sorry... I really do... I don't have the courage to accept you, I don't want to be looked that way. I'm sorry you rush up and down fetching me around to meet my friends, sitting there trying to make friends with my friends. Every single thing you do, I know you don't want me to feel lonely, you get yourself ready at night, talking till I fall asleep.

The three simple words are just very difficult for me to say anymore. I can only avoid anyone who tells me these 3 words.

I'm selfish... I really am...

Royal Note @

4:42 PM


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Monday, February 28, 2011

♥ Love A Lot ♥

Is getting happie... AND complicated

3 months passed, things are getting better, slowly...

We go thru the bad times together where we both fall over the same situation.
We cried, we talked bad about "them" and we comfort each other with long late night calls, whole day yum cha with teary eyes, drunk nights and screaming for an answer why are we being treated this way... So many things had happened, so many things we've gone thru and we've come this far.

He is stronger, while I'm slowly picking up too.

He's constantly by my side since Christmas Day (the worst Christmas ever cos I someone admitted she betrayed me)... He is just as sad or even more but he never fail to comfort and be there for me whenever I need him.

There's just so much to talk about us but I think I really need to be clear on where are we heading to. Of course I do see positive signs to go "further" from our friendship which started off in a very unpleasant way (to find out both our partner got together).

I dunno what should I even elaborate here but I think I'll just let things move slowly by it's own.

Royal Note @

11:23 AM


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Monday, January 17, 2011

♥ Love A Lot ♥

The sun is once again, shining....

Finally, all I want to say is... Finally...

A lot of drama from the break up, I'm even considering to delete this blog and start a new one.

I've never been impacted by something so badly before, but I think I've overcome this now.

Thanks to my family and friends, I'm so not worthy, everyone just appeared everywhere around me to keep me accompanied, sleepover, endless dinner dates, birthday party, happy hour, yum cha, genting, you name it...

I am here, sincerely thanking each and everyone of you... Thanks for the sms and calls... the three words "How are you?" mean so much to me.

You guys have successfully picked me up, I'm glad it didn't take too long... 1.5 months... It's definately the toughest moment in my life...

Royal Note @

3:34 PM


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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

♥ Love A Lot ♥

Sad, Drunk, and Stone

I went Penang again past weekend, it was a 24hrs trip.

I was really blur when I was on my way there, no, I wasn't with Lily or Jess.

And so I got there by bus, waited at Queensbay for 2 hours with my heavy bags.
My friend's brother finally came and he brought us to this... romantic place...

I wish if I still have the chance to get married, I will still choose Penang to take wedding photos.... Take a look at the pics... =)













And they also have this machine to clean the sea...
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And so the night comes, I decided to go club and get myself drunk... Off we go at 1am... Drank like train...




Don't asked me what happened that night cos it's not something really nice to share... =/

Christmas is around the corner, I'll be spending my eve lunch with colleagues, boss belanja German cruisine, dinner BBQ at friends' house (this friend specially organize xmas party for me at her house), then Xmas day, I'll be spending time with my beloved family....

Hope that you'll enjoy your Festive season too...!

*hugs*

Royal Note @

3:21 PM


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Tuesday, December 14, 2010

♥ Love A Lot ♥

I'm okay I'm okay I'm okay...

I need to start acting like I'm all okay from now on...
Until the moment I really give up "entirely"...

Sorry if it's going to hurt anyone...

I guess, nobody understands myself better, and my decision is final...

Royal Note @

10:16 AM


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♥ Love A Lot ♥

If Only You Handle This Better


"This" wouldn't be an option for me now....

Royal Note @

5:27 AM


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Friday, December 10, 2010

♥ Love A Lot ♥

The 3rd Weekend

I'm emotionally very unstable... This moment I'm laughing, next you see me crying.

I hate this feeling right now.

I hate that you are doing this to me.

I hate being treated this way by you.

I just hate everything now.

Everything reminds me of you... And nothing at all reminds you of me... Nothing at all... Cos... You never love me at all... 12th March 2008... I wished I never let you hold my hands, I wished I never trusted you... I wish I never know you...

Royal Note @

7:10 PM


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Thursday, December 09, 2010

♥ Love A Lot ♥

All about "Seperation"
As if it's not enough, Maxis made it like a divorce-ceremony.

I called to inquire about seperating the account of my number from his line.

This CS girl got it wrong and thought I wanted a seperate bill... She asked me to hold on while she called him for verification.

And the girl came back to the conversation saying that if I confirm to seperate, I agree to cancel the free calls and sms'es within my number and Mr. Kong's number. I said "Yes... by all means, get it done asap, thanks"

Then I confirmed with her "Oh wait, why did you guys ask us to go to Maxis Centre when it is actually not necessary?"

CS girl "Oh... that's to remove your number from Mr. Kong's line and transfer it under your name"

Me "Precisely what I want to do!!"

CS girl "Then you'll both need to come to our Maxis Centre to do this..."

Me "God... "

CS girl "Ms. Penny, do u confirm that you want to do this? There'll be no free calls and sms'es not even discounts calling between you and Mr. Kong from there on"

Me "I'm good about it, thanks bye"

Royal Note @

3:57 PM


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♥ Love A Lot ♥

2010 Resolutions 8/15 Fulfilled

(birthday post below, scroll down)

1. to let my nails to take a breather after 3 years of OPI colours... OMG 3 years already, cannot believe it how fast the clock ticks away.

Yes, fulfilled this, my nails are now short and unpainted...

2. to really really cut that 5kg down, fml.

No, not done yet! Lost 2kg in past 2 weeks because of you.

3. to have more activities in my MID 20's... seriously... I need to party and get wild before I'm sitting there being called auntie... fml man.... MID 20's???????? Shit... Get me the bird nest now now now!!!! I wanna go travel!!!! Seriously...

Yes, party'ed, and travelled with Kevin to Melaka, and friends to Penang twice.
4. to live happily everyday.

No
5. to have changes at work in order for me to stay longer or #6

Yes
6. to find a better job, with better environment, better people, better pay, better benefits and more professional job in a bigger company, MNC please.

No, not yet
7. to take up the language course that I've been talking about since 2 years ago.
No, not yet

8. to apply lotion before I sleep, everyday.

Almost...

9. to get new cheap bag for work.
Yes, got one =)

10. to get more clothes so I don't look like I'm wearing same shirt to work every single day, but different color!!!

Yes, I got some
11. to learn to be more fashionable, with the ting ting tang tang stuff???
Yes, I got new bracelet and some necklace and rings from Lily.

12. to appreciate my friends more... my true friends... I know I've ruined some relationships due to my mood swings and all...

I hope this is a yes.

13. to blog about something more interesting maybe??? I know you find my blog damn dead bored.
No

14. to join gym.
Yes

15. to love you more =)
 
Yes, that's why I'm like that now... =)

Royal Note @

11:12 AM


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♥ Love A Lot ♥

Love-a-Lot's Birthday 2010 (18sx)

Why do I name myself Love-a-Lot at the very beginning? Cos... I love being loved and love to love... =/

The year end curse has gotten worse this year, but still... Something sweet came up unexpectedly, which I would like to share... I know, too many about Kevin for the past 3 years... Now, it's about me... and people who still care...

On the 3rd December 2010, it's my niece's Full Moon Party + Mum's Birthday party... Kevin did turned up, which I would like to sincerely thank him for such a great heart to my family and Chloe. Though he only left the gift to my bro and gone. I didn't even see his shadow...

So... I reached home, with hundreds of people greeted me "Where's Kevin? Where's ur bf?"... I ran up to my room, locked... and cried... Asking God why would he do this to me? And left all the questions for me to answer. Left all the loneliness and doubts for me to suffer...

The "Duo" then came trying to bring fun to my Friday night, they were laughing and teasing Miffy looks funny and all... Knowing that they just wanna see me smile... I braved up and smiled...

We went down and ate some of the delicious food served and off we go to the club.

Costmetic can't even cover the crying eyes... Miffy, muacks!

 On the way, the jam was soooooo bad... we were stucked for an hour at Batu Caves, thanks to the "transformers"
 Thanks to Nic who managed to got us, buy 1 free 1 even if it's past midnight...

 Slightly tipsy
 The girls made fun of Nic
 And they made us take picture

 This is the FMLest part, that fella brought the Flaming Lamborghini and I was really drunk after that... THANK U! (no thank u actually)

 And so they made me finished it, I wanted to but it taste super yucky!!!

 So he helped and look at the face "Errr now I know how it tastes"

 Blur eyes, still got "longkang"... Hahaha...

 Lily my love

 I'm so in loveeeeeeeeee ahaha

 And so, thanks to Nic for the Ribena... Cannot go on drinking alcohol anymore...

 And we got hotter and steamy too =/

 We lick... Okay.. I have to lick bottles now... Cos I'm single...n
 I wanna kick this girl...

 Ooohh lala...nnnn

 I wasn't "sucking" but... Whatever it is la... Say more wrong more!

 Lovely!!! Awww....

 Lily had to drive my car as I was swinging like a monkey in the car...

 Blast the music at 22... Normally the loudest I can bear is 12... =/

 Trying to camwhore neng neng pic but end up laughing like mad

 Fail AGAIN

I have another 3 celebrations, will post it all up... SOON, stay tuned!


Royal Note @

10:45 AM


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